Happy New Year everyone! Hope you all had a really wonderful night to bring 2012 in. I certainly did. It was everything a good new years should be, good food, total drunkeness and the best friends anyone could ever ask for. Add a few drunken and emotional tears in there. Yup, by the end of the night there was three drunk girls on a couch, hugging and crying about how lucky they are to have each other. I was one of those girls on the couch... :)
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Natalies very potent kiwi cocktail




So the big thing happening this year for me is I'm having double jaw surgery. Yay! I'm very excited about it, despite my parents utter fear and complete disapprovement of it. The surgery is to correct both upper and lower jaws which are quite underdeveloped and have hence prevented my upper teeth from being seen when I speak or smile. It is something that has bugged for a very long time. It is also to help relieve my jaw muscles from being so tired all the time as they are not in a natural and relaxed position for the most part. There are other issues, but these are the more pressing issues. Both my jaws will be cut, the upper jaw brought down and forward and at a slight angle down, the lower jaw will be brought forward and my chin will be cut and brought down too. The process starts with having some lower teeth extracted (which happened today), then having braces for 6-9 months which will essentially make my bite worse to therefore enable the jaws and teeth to meet properly. After the braces then the surgery! It's not going to be pretty, pleasant or nice, I'm well aware of that but I'm well and truly prepared for all the swelling, the numbness, the pure discomfort and not being able to eat proper food for a good 6-8 weeks really.
As I said, my parents are absolutely distraught and nearly disowned me, but I've done my research and have been considering this surgery for the last 5 years and I am 150% ready now. My dad came along with me to see the oral surgeon and was very disappointed when the surgeon said that my concerns were warranted and tried his darnedest to sway the surgeons opinion. Epic fail. As my surgeon said, he would not even say yes to doing the surgery if I didn't need it. So teeth are out now, and they were done my my previous boss, friend and mentor earlier today. I felt absolutely nothing, I knew previously that this man was an absolute genius and the most competent and gentle dentist I have ever known. I swear it felt like he was brushing my teeth, not extracting them! It's something I am going to have to master when I do extractions. I think I'm pretty good at them anyway and most of the time I give needles, kids don't cry, but on the odd occasion they do. I suppose that's a given seeing as they are little. But that's my goal to get even better at my extractions and injection technique. Hey my first goal for the year!
I know ultimately I don't absolutely need the surgery, but in general I'm not a very vain person, I've grown up with a lot of abnormalities and I've accommodated to them very well. This however, is something I have to do. I'd love to have a normal smile like everyone else, which everyone else takes for granted because they are just born lucky. Thanks Mom and Dad for your great genes. Plus it'll make my teeny tiny face a bit bigger. Braces go on at the end of the month, so I'll be gappy for a little while, but no one can see my teeth anyway! Haha. I dont have any pictures yet but will take some as soon as possible so you can follow my journey and progress with this.
I'm off to watch my favourite new TV show "2 Broke Girls" now. Have a lovely evening everyone!